~kan BEST if..........~

setiap kali aq bukak fb..berlambak kwn2 fb aq upl0ad pic mereka nan family time raye,pic mereka beraya ke sana ke sini,pic pkai baju raya..cun2 semua...siyes aq jeles sgt! nie 1st time dlm hidup aq rase raya xde makna bagi aq. skrg aq pegi mana2 p0wn cam xde kawan. sbnrnya aq bkn s0mb0ng..aq x kesah kawan nan sapew2 p0wn...sumpah! 

tapi skrg aq rase cam aq x layak nak kawan nan sapew2. that's why skrg aq lbey suke d0k s0rg2 kt umah..x c0ntact sapew2. pernah bbrape kawan aq tnye.."napew ssh sgt nk k0l kau skrg? msj p0wn xreply!" aq perlu mase cari balek diri aq yg dulu...yg xpernah kesah nan kata2 0rg..yg x pernah malu nak kawan nan sapew2 p0wn..yg x pernah d0k diam at umah. 

hidup aq skrg tersgt b0san!! kalau dulu aq ade ramai kawan..nak g ane2 p0wn n0 hal laa..bile b0san jer cari d0rg..g umah d0rg..kua lepak nan d0rg.tapi sejak kenal dye...hanya dye jer kawan baik aq, kwn setia aq...ape2 mslh aq cerita kat dye..sdey ker epy ker nan dye jer laa..aq byk spent mase nan dye. aq pntingkn dye lebih dr kawan2 aq..kdg2 lebih dr family aq. kat kepala 0tak aq sllu terfikir..ape akan jadi if dye xde. 

skrg bile dye dh bet0l2 xde...tggal aq s0rg2..b0san cmne skli p0wn kat umah jer laa aq abiskn mase aq. kalau dulu bile aq b0san..ckp jer kat dye..dye mesti teman aq. skrg aq dh xde teman nk sembang..b0san sgt jadi diri aq yg skrg! siyes b0san!!!

haishhh...ape laa yg aq merepek nih! exam dh dekat..tpi 1 bnda p0wn aq x study ag. ape nak jadi fatin o0itt! drpda aq ter0s d0k merepek meraban macam apek berak d jamban...better aq p berkenalan nan buku2 aq yg dh hmpir brminggu x sntuh...dh berhabuk p0wn. teruk..teruk...teruk! (ada gaya upin ipin x?..) dhla,ch0wkit dulu.......=)